Mostly random stuff..

So the move is officially this week. We'll be moving in groups on Thursday and Friday and as of right now I'm not sure which group I'm in. What good is being Sr. Staff if I ain't in the know! I'd trade that Sr. Staff meeting to know that's for sure.. I hate that meeting! My office is all packed up, I'm working out of one box and the only thing left to pack is the computer/printer/telephone/docking station for the laptop..It's so noisy right now here. There are prisoners breaking down furniture and moving boxes...good, that my tax dollars are at work; bad that there are prisoners in my working environment..PRIME reason to go "work" from home this afternoon...

Let's see what else has been going on with me lately..my "small" business has been kicking my butt! I have an intern that does some work with me, they want experience, I want free labor, win/win! but they've had finals this month and haven't been around much so I been doing some serious grunt work. I've realized even moreso that I'm supposed to be in management and a leadership position of some sort..I HATE grunt work..I LOVE delegating the small details and I LOVE being the boss..even though I don't always like the pressure of being in management/leadership, but when I know that the owness of something is on me, I tend to take it more serious..even more serious than I already tend to be when it comes to stamping my name on something..

I have people around me that I really should cut loose for one reason or another. They're not like minded individuals and as much of a positive influence that I want to be, I'm ready to pass the baton to whoever wants it. With relationships I sometimes have a hard time knowing when to say enough is enough. That's the passive agressive, whimpy me in action. She sucks!...How much of myself must I give in order to appease the "friendship"? I'm speaking rhetorically I suppose. I guess I'm just tired of dumb stuff. There's no "big" word to really describe it. Their actions/words are just dumb to me. Maybe if I just said that, then they'd get it...

You ever have a secret that is just soooooooooooooo good that you want to tell somebody but you can't because you've given your word to somebody that you wouldn't tell a soul. That's where I am. It's a good one too. I told Rocky and his friend Stanford. I had to tell somebody! or really something in this case.. I'm typically really good at keeping confidential information, I'm like a vault, once its in, its in. That's parallel to how I am in relationships as well. If I let you in, like really let you past the security codes/gates/dogs etc etc then you're in and have full access to the real me.

That's enough, I'm hungry and need to find lunch.

Brown..IS.OUT!

Ohhh I forgot..I'm rocking the braces with NO discomfort now. whoohooo!! I'm ready for a steak!! ok, not really, but now that I can feel the bottom of my teeth eating is less of a choking hazard and more enjoyment again..I was laughing at myself earlier as I was telling some friends about how I would take a bite, chew 2 or 3 times and then swallow and pray that I don't choke. Rocky would be my only witness and he couldn't tell the story!..but yes, life with braces is moving forward and I'm pretty used to them now, brushing is still kinda awkward and flossing is a CHORE even moreso than it was before, but I do em both FREQUENTLY...braces make you more self conscience about having stuff stuck in your teeth, or maybe its just me..