Mul·li·gan ..
Golf. a shot not counted against the score, permitted in unofficial play to a player whose previous shot was poor
I sure could use a mulligan today. Like a redo. Or a hit of that drug that they used on ER the other week that made you forget a few moments of an event. They injected dude with something just as they popped his shoulder back in place and when he came through, he was like, I thought ya'll were going to fix my shoulder. Little did he know it was already reset and back in place. If I could just rewind time and forget that I shouldn't let my mind multi-task and wander and pay CLOSE attention to the moment. I've done some dumb things in my life and I rarely take them back because it's part of who I am and taught me some sort of lesson, but man..I'm in the middle of something that could be colossal in my life and I think I screwed it up. Everything was lining up for this to be thee break I've been waiting for to go to the next level but damn if I didn't drop the ball. I got to the bridge and instead of crossing it, I jumped. Not only did I jump, but I seemingly pushed the opportunity in the water with me and now I'm feeling the affects of drowning, except I don't want to drown. I want a life jacket..I want to be able to tread water and hold on..to grab on to debris floating..to do anything but drown and let this opportunity not come to fruition. I've put in so much time and effort and emotions and I just KNEW this was MY TIME.."This" shouldn't count against all of "that"..maybe it won't in the end, but dude, what I wouldn't do for a mulligan.
a drowning Brown..out!
Golf. a shot not counted against the score, permitted in unofficial play to a player whose previous shot was poor
I sure could use a mulligan today. Like a redo. Or a hit of that drug that they used on ER the other week that made you forget a few moments of an event. They injected dude with something just as they popped his shoulder back in place and when he came through, he was like, I thought ya'll were going to fix my shoulder. Little did he know it was already reset and back in place. If I could just rewind time and forget that I shouldn't let my mind multi-task and wander and pay CLOSE attention to the moment. I've done some dumb things in my life and I rarely take them back because it's part of who I am and taught me some sort of lesson, but man..I'm in the middle of something that could be colossal in my life and I think I screwed it up. Everything was lining up for this to be thee break I've been waiting for to go to the next level but damn if I didn't drop the ball. I got to the bridge and instead of crossing it, I jumped. Not only did I jump, but I seemingly pushed the opportunity in the water with me and now I'm feeling the affects of drowning, except I don't want to drown. I want a life jacket..I want to be able to tread water and hold on..to grab on to debris floating..to do anything but drown and let this opportunity not come to fruition. I've put in so much time and effort and emotions and I just KNEW this was MY TIME.."This" shouldn't count against all of "that"..maybe it won't in the end, but dude, what I wouldn't do for a mulligan.
a drowning Brown..out!
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