So it's Sunday and I've had a double dose of "church" and I'm feeling a little open bookish and since I didn't really have anything to blog about specifically these randomly speaking blogs are usually pretty entertaining (to me). So, in no particular order or without any rhyme or reason here are some of my confessions (cue Usher in the background..lol)
1) I really need a vacation. I was asked to go on a trip with some "friends" but I really really really don't want to go anywhere with them. I'm trying to come up with a tactful way to say thanks but no thanks. I think I'll actually just be honest and say I'm going home that weekend and plan to well, go home and see the fam.
2) I LOVE my life. I don't necessarily love all of the ups and downs that I tend to go through at times, but I live a FANTABULOUS life. It's ok to be jealous of it ha ha. I hear a lot of different situations that some of my friends go through with their lives and I'm absolutely grateful to be where I am in this time of my life. Single, childless and all.
3) I always say I'm not a writer, but I think there is a writer in me. I guess there has to be one since I write grants for a semi-living. I tested out of a lot of English so I didn't really have much "writing" training back in undergrad, maybe that's why I don't fancy myself to be one, but sometimes I read the stuff I write and go wow, that's not bad at all, and ask, who wrote that? ha ha
4) I'm sitting at the coffee shop with no headphones and the "humming" of the drink machine is really starting to bother me. Which is odd considering the reason I leave my "quiet" house to get work done is because I like the background noise of the coffee shop. Ok, that's a half truth, I do like the background noise, but I also like to watch the handsome goodlookings that sometimes frequent the shops.
5) My mom is selling Mary Kay **eye rolling** I told her not to count on me to pimp the product. I'm NOT a salesman, at all. I don't have the patience nor the skills to even want to be one. I barely pimp my business www.yourcatalyst.net and that's something that I have a stake in so really, I'll pass on the Mary Kay hustle. Times ain't that bad for the kid.
6) Speaking of piming my business, if I could/would be more disciplined about it, I could expand so much faster than what it's taking me. Part of me is afraid to expand past where I am, but the demand is totally there. It's time for me to seize the day!
7) I have a mad crush on someone. I think they know it, when I'm around them I turn into a 13yr old girl, blushing and crap and twirling my hair and smiling and trying not to sound like a bumbling fool. Whenever the conversations are over, I'm like, who are you??? Crushes are fun.
8) Church was really good today. I like my church a lot.
9) I sometimes think I bite off more than I can handle with my business. I think its part of the not wanting to let anyone down syndrome that I USED to deal with way back when. Most times things fall into place and I get done what needs to be done, but its the getting there part that gives me the blues, whites, and greys man.
10) I miss a lot of my friends.
11) Maintenance on 2 vehicles is NOT the business.
Well, since I'm supposed to be working insteading of blogging let me go and get some work done. Hope everyone has had a great weekend and hope you all have great weeks.
Brown..out!
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