It's just not that serious. That's what I tell myself when I'm convincing myself to get over something. It's just not that serious. That often does the trick because in reality it really isn't that serious. Like, my life really isn't in shambles, I don't need to be in therapy (again), I did need to delete a few folks from MYspace who were only here for their own purposes and agendas, I do need to stop making things out to be so serious when in reality, they're not. I don't know why I get like this every few months. I get all nostaglic and reflective and end up derailing myself for nothing because at the end of the day I always come to the conclusion that, nothing is wrong and that I need to chill out and stop making mountains out of mole hills. Not having all of the answers is not going to be the end of the world, if anything having answers will make matters worse because I'd be trying to be sure that I was on the right track and stressing about doing this or that to get there.
I however didn't make up the weird place, it was weird and I was hanging in limbo letting my own thoughts get the best of me. Even though the outcome wasn't the best and saddens me a bit, it surely isn't the worst case scenario and I understand the why behind it all. I'm more relieved to 'know' in this case what the deal is because it gets me out of my own head. Living in my head is worse than the outcome, I am my own worst mental enemy, that I do know.
Anyway, my note to self after many looks in the mirror and seeing my reflection is that it's really just not that serious. Relax, it's just my life. The good, the bad, the ugly.
Brown...out!
(and when I'm having a meltdown in 3 months just remind me of this blog)
1 comment:
You should watch some RObin Williams
He def reminds you life isn't ALL that serious and we all need to chill.
Oh and we are ALL our worse enemy. We would never grow as people if we never questioned ourselves and changed!
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