It's Holy Week..

As in Holy smokes Batman, I'm off Good Friday and the day after Easter!! I'll be making a trek to Houston to visit with the fam and some friends and my bestfriend Tonya will be in town from Missouri YAY!!!! She'll be there visiting a friend of hers who is sick right now and of course to see me too..I'm superduper excited to hang out with her. I haven't seen her since I guess sometime last year, I think it may have been 4th of July, but it's been too long. I had a good weekend, not too busy and not too boring, kinda the right mix of things. I guess the only thing really missing was CL. CL was kinda hemmed up this weekend, which kinda sucked for me but such is life.



At any rate, I don't have any real plans for when I'm in Texas, I'm hoping to catch up with a few buddies, spend time with the kiddos and just kinda chill. Last time I was in hibernation and didn't do much of anything, I guess I'll be a little more social and actually leave the nest of my parents house. I'm sure my mom will want to drag me shopping somewhere and my dad will want me to fix/figure something out on the computer. I swear they wait for me to come in town do do all kinda things. What I'm really hoping for is that they've taken down that darn Christmas tree..lol



I've been thinking about my alterego lately, mainly because she has been rearing her head in the form of this overly sensitive, expressive chick, that I can't seem to contain. It's like a jack-in-the box, she's been wound up, danced to the music and BOOM! out she came all out the box and now that she's out the box I can't get her to go back in.

I say this is my alter ego because I'm pretty level headed 98.7% of the time, I reserve the other 1.3% for that special time in the fall that is LSU gamedays when I've been known to act a complete fool. I morph into "that" fan, the one you tell your kids not to listen to and the one who is oh so close to being kicked out of the game. The one who I would call a douche bag if they're on the opposing team, but yes, I'm not here to talk about football. I've always managed to have "alterego" in check because I was focusing on my career and wasn't trying to let anyone get really close to me. So of course I was able to control the situations and keep my feelings and emotions under wraps, doing just enough to keep them at bay for my own purposes. That sounds so harsh but that was then and this is now and here I am now, looking for a way to put all the gooeyness that is alterego back in the box. Ya'll help me out, it's too early to be showing my cards. I'm gladly taking suggestions on how to get her back in the box, please and thank you!

Alright blogland,


Brown..is..out!